about me

hii!!! im the webmaster of bachira.neocities.org , may !!! im a hijabi muslim from pakistan! im just going to yap about myself as much as i can and hopefully this provides more insight into who i am! my site is a reflection of my soul, but you cant really tell that much from a bunch of pink and blue polka dots so yeah i dont know how many people are actually bothered to read but if you are reading this thank u for caring i love you

im a girl wholikes anything and everything and everyone (apart from the obvious guys dont worry im not a zionist) i like collecting hobbies a lot but only like 3 or 4 really stick with me idk i just be droppjng things left and right cause im impatient and annoying id like to say im relatively smart ?? but no im infact no longer smart trust me when i say that natural smartness you have in primary-secondary school kills itself when you experience the horrors of a-levels..i dont know if i can say if im an introvert or an extrovert but id say im a bold?? introvert i actually dont know like it really depends if i feel like enjoying others company or staying by myself ,, in school i stay away from a certain type of people like the plague but to be honest ill just talk to any sweet-seeming girl i see all boys are evil so no thank you im not talking to any of their kind .. but in general id say that im a friendly person and like to talk and laugh with people because interacting with people and making friends and being with others is such an amazing and important part of life!

i love web design and the feeling of starting with a blank screen and just going with the flow until you like what youve made! i learnt html and css in 3 weeks when i was 12 and made this website less than a year ago! im really happy with how far its gone,, off topic but thank you all for the love and support , im so happy that people like what i make , its a very big part of my love for web design to have people like it too! i love pastels and polka dots , and blogging is so fun!

i spend a lot of my time on the internet like a lot i basically stare at the digital version of the sun for 25 hours a day but since i am magical and stuff like you guys already knew obviously i do have time to practice my hobbies! i love getting better at things. a lot. half my enjoyment from a hobby is seeing my development so i devote lots of time to them and encourage my friends and family to join me and start these hobbies too! everyone should have a hobby that they can go to whenever and feel happy when doing it, no matter how good or bad you are ! fun is for everyone and everyone should have it ! im so grateful to be able to have these hobbies coming from a time where all i could do was find rocks on the road and make shitty hopscotch drawings out of them on the pavement because it was all that was available to me, having the resources to do so many things means a lot to me and having family being able to provide me both wants and needs is what keeps me happy all day. im so thankful for everything and i hope that people who were like me and had to dig things out the dirt to do something and have fun, have fun and enjoy their lives to the fullest!

ive been an anime fan since 2018, and i love anime and manga sooo much considering its such a big part of my life. i know that sounds embarassing but ive been bullied for it and made friends from it, and a lot of things that have happened to me wouldnt have happened if i didnt find out what one piece was on a mobile game chat room one fateful day when i was 8 ! i love the internet, and without discovering anime i probably wouldnt of liked it as much. fandoms and stuff are amazing and i love feelings of community. shojo shit is my everything. i sound corny and embarassing but its ok its neocities.

my religous identity and my culture is very important to me. its a shame that theres so much hate in otther peoples hearts but learning about other cultures and people different to yourself is important and makes life less boring! i love wearing the hijab, even if i dont wear it properly and show my neck, its no one elses problem but mine and being closer to God makes me happy. i detest muslims who make islam seem like a chore and limiting and restricting when its none of their business. religion should never make you hate your life. being pakistani and enjoying the culture and traditions is one of my greatest joys, the clothing, the food, the songs, the weddings, the mehndi, the embroidery and everything is amazing! being taught embroidery and sewing by my mom and my family with my sisters and cousins is such a fun experience, embroidery means a lot to me as its one of the core memories i have with the relatives i barely see and the ones who are no longer with me. my culture and my religion is something thats heavily hated on, especially living in the uk, but the people who i share my religion and/or my culture with makes it all the better

i have a very shitty social battery though and although i love people i crash as soon as i come home and dont really text anyone, i just prefer real life interaction a lot more!

other then that, i love games, jewelery, perfume, music and snow ( god i love the snow its like my favourite thing ever but we dont really get it much in the uk) ! you can find out more about me through my navigation section! i love you all!